Wednesday, November 25, 2009

nerves

people have been asking me if i'm nervous about abbey's impending delivery (either on her own or by induction this sunday) and i've been saying no. i honestly don't feel like i'm worried or fearful but the past few nights when i lay down to sleep-i can't. i can't stop thinking about everything and playing it out in my head how i envision it going. i'm sure how i envision it will be nothing like what it is actually like, although, i'm quite the realistic one and definitely don't envision it being a pleasant experience up until the point i actually get to see her little face.

anyway, i'm up again for the 2nd night in a row. hopefully the tv will help put me to sleep again tonight. i guess it's nerves but it's also just impatience and general anxiousness. i am having such a hard time believing we will have a baby girl in 5 days.

3 comments:

gm said...

it also has to do with the fact that you slept for an hour until 6pm and we were in bed just a little later @9:15. ;) you've still been getting lots of good sleep baby. <3

Kathy Bonafede Ormont said...

can't wait to see abbey

Kathy Bonafede Ormont said...

no last minute blog update before you have abbey? ;o)