i am tired. the wave of exhaustion has hit me full force today.
tucker was up more frequently last night than he has been for the past 2 weeks and all the broken sleep is catching up with me. i have felt dizzy and lightheaded for the last few days which i am assuming is from lack of sleep because i have purposefully been eating more in an effort to make it go away. eating isn't helping it so exhaustion has to be the cause.
i went to mom's group this morning and as much as it was nice to see people outside of my apartment, i think it was too much for today. the process of getting us there and back exhausted me even more and i'm super sore this afternoon. i had full out cry session when i couldn't get tucker to nap while abbey was napping. fortunately, he finally did and i got about 30 mins of sleep until it was time to get him ready for his doctor's appt and i heard abbey calling from her room.
i am brewing my 2nd pot of coffee right now- not that it's likely that i'll be able to get through 1 entire cup but i'm going to make the effort. "christmas barney" has been on repeat for the last 3 days to entertain a certain 2 year old.
i'm a mess today and i'm not sure i will be any more together tomorrow BUT tomorrow is saturday, praise God. gregg will be home and we will hopefully pick out and decorate a christmas tree. tucker will hopefully sleep more soundly tonight and we have a yummy veggie lasagna waiting for us that a friend dropped off for dinner.