tonight, at least for the current moment, i seem to be getting a much needed night. gregg is with some friends and abbey just happened to fall asleep right as he was leaving. i am really hoping she stays that way for another hour or so. i made myself a huge and yummy salad of spinach, apples, craisins, walnuts and feta and turned on Julie & Julia. i have needed a night to that resembles my "old life" for quite some time and this is the closest i have gotten in over a year. when i was pregnant nothing felt "normal" so it feels like it's a been awhile.
tonight is good. am thankful for it and my sweet baby and husband.