i really didn't know how i would respond to being a mother. i am not really one to "gush" over anything and i'm pretty low-key when it comes to things that people typically go crazy over. but that baby girl makes me so incredibly happy. i just want to cry when i think about her. sometimes she looks up at me with the biggest smile like she knows just who i am and it makes my heart break. i hope she always looks at me like that. she is the sweetness!