Saturday, November 21, 2009

saturday = party day

pity party day that is...

i've been such a crank pot since waking up this morning. i woke up at 4am because i just wasn't sleepy. i wasn't uncomfortable or anything-i've actually been sleeping great for the past month or so. but i went to sleep at 8:30 last night so i think i'd just had enough sleep. anyway, so i was up really early which i think has made this seem like the longest, most depressing day. it's also really grey, cloudy and rainy today and i have NO jackets that actually fit me. frustration.

anyway, i'm just cranky and sick of being pregnant and well, just a little bit depressed. i have no idea how i'm going to make it through this next week. i have a very strong feeling abbey will not coming on her own and that i will end up being induced next sunday. it's just a feeling but it's what i'm planning on happening. i keep trying to remind myself that God is in control of all of this and he know what i will handle best when it comes to abbey's arrival-so whatever happens i will be okay. i'm just not always that great at remembering this.

i was going to take another picture today but then i remember we already packed the camera and camera cord in the hospital bag and that's in gregg's car. oh well.

3 comments:

Kathy Bonafede Ormont said...

someone needs to get a picture of you and your belly before you pop! ;o)

gm said...

"crank-pot"?! i've never heard you use that before. ha

Kathy Bonafede Ormont said...

time for an update. plus a picture. :O)