we are going to officially close on our house in about 2 hrs. our apartment contents are loaded in a u-haul waiting to be transferred and loaded.
1. i am terrified this whole buying a house thing is going to fall apart at literally the last minute and we will be homeless with a u-haul full of belongings.
2. i am terrified that when it (likely) doesn't fall apart and we officially buy a house that i am going to start crying. like in front of the people at the closing. like, this could legitimately happen and is a much more rational fear than the 1st one. because really, it's insane that we are able to buy a house right now. does not make sense.