i went to make lunch today using our very limited grocery supply. i decided to make a "pizza" using a flour tortilla and some tomato sauce and cheese. i guess the tomato sauce had been in the fridge too long because mold was growing on it. gross. i learned that tomato paste does not make the best substitute for tomato sauce when making pizza. i ate it anyway but it was not great by any means.
pretty sure that our general level of stress over some big decisions we are trying to make is contributing to the feeling of things not going right. on top of that, i have SO much to get done for school this week and the coming 3 weeks and really very little time at all with gregg working extra shifts this month. i have completely abandoned any hope of losing weight or working out for now until i get through april. any free time i get from abbey must go to school. unfortunately i am definitely a stress eater-which makes for a dangerous situation given my current circumstances.
i need a nap. and some cake.